Project: Heartbreak

Subject: Project: Heartbreak Thu Nov 08, 2007 7:11 am

It was Sunday morning, We'd waken up from the events of the night before still feeling the effects. As we departed, We gave each other a farewell kiss, In hopes that one day we'd meet again. The ride home for me was filled with thoughts of you. Your voice, Your smile, Your eyes ever so lovely, Your laughter, Your taste wich I enjoyed more than anything in the world. I got home, went to my room and sat down to think about you some more while I watch t.v. Before I knew it, Hours became days, Days became weeks, Weeks became months, And all the while I thought of you. I wanted to be with you again, To feel the warmth of your arms, To taste your lips so soft, To hear your words so soothing. I had recieved calls from a friend, saying that he'd talked to you, Saying that you'd missed me. Truth was, I missed you from the moment we parted. I wanted to see you again. But I found that each time I visited my friend's house, You'd not been there too. At first, I thought it was because you were visiting a relative. But then after each time I found you weren't visiting, I began to worry. "What could have happened?", I thought. After many more weeks of waiting, I was told that you had moved away, That I might never see you again. And worse, That you'd moved away to be with some-one else. My heart had ripped, I had died inside. All this time I've waited for nothing. All this time I prayed to see you again and it's not meant to be. Just a few months ago we were embracing each other in a passionate kiss, A kiss I had longed to have again. But now it seems that you've left me. I don't want to believe what I'm hearing. I don't want this to happen. I'm being told to let go but I can't, I can never let after all this time. I still love you. Even though I'm being told you're with another, I can't help but still feel the same way I have for so long. I don't know what to do. It's killing me to not even hear from you again. All I want is for you to find me and tell me it was all a lie, Tell me that you're still there for me, Tell me that we can still be together. And if that can't be then please, Tell me to stop, Tell me to let go, Tell me that it's done. Just tell me something, anything! Just please try to reach me and make me feel better. Don't leave me to keep loving you for nothing, Don't let me waste away to nothing for you, Don't leave me to suffer in this hell that was once heaven. Even if it's only to tell me to let you go, Just tell me. You know better than anyone that I'd do anything for you. Even if there's nothing to gain and everything to lose, I'd do it. Just because I still love you, and all I want is to make you happy.
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Note: This was origionally going to be called "Project: Teardrop" but I ultimatly decided not to call it so. This is a short story based entirly on recent events that I've went and still going through. The ending is as true now as it was when I wrote. I still love him and I still wait for him. And all I want is to hear from him again, even if it's just to hear say "It's over.", It'd be worth it just to hear him again.

Subject: Re: Project: Heartbreak Thu Nov 08, 2007 11:44 am

I know just how you feel been there more than once.
The killer is I love you; we'll talk tomorrow and then tomorrow never comes.
And you don't even know if they're dead or alive or what.
Hugs and Roses
blooming

Teresa