From Beyond

Since your death, I have had a problem in having meaning within my life
I try and be happy, with the thought you are still around me, loving me, protecting me
We were together for a very long time, I was your best friend and your wife
I must remember, one day we will together be.

Outside of you, around others I have always been very shy
I don't trust people I don't know, I have always been that way
But I had you until fate played the hand that caused you to die
With you I was never lonely, as together, we would love, laugh, and play.

For so very long, you were here to shield me, and protect me
But now I have to face an unsure life, now that I am all alone
Sometimes I think I feel you, smell you, me believing in a way you are still with me
But sometimes, I think someone is watching me, this chills me to the very bone.

I make sure the only time I go out is in the light of day
This feeling of some one's eye on me, scares me so
I try holding my head high, trying not to be sad, but happy and gay
Maybe what I am feeling is you, if this is true, I'm safe, feeling a friend and not a foe.

I get a phone call, which causes me to go out into the dark and the night
There is no way around this, so leaving my house, I have a feeling, that just won't go away
Walking down the side walk, soon I am in for a very big fright
I hear footsteps behind me, so I hasten my pace without delay.

Thunder and lightning has joined me on my short walk, and I know someone is near
Looking behind me I see a strange man as he draws near, as he gets closer I can see what he looks like
As the wind blows, I smell a certain fragrance, I know it is you, knowing now I have no need to fear
The man behind me, by something invisible, he is thrown to the ground, I know it is you, protecting me from beyond, you are still with me, protecting me, knowing this, life again, I start to like.

WOW Lanaia
this was great I loved it.
Scary and loving at the same time.
Love the yen yang
and I just love how it is so different from most.
Roses to you ENCORE!!!!

Teresa